“i want so badly to see colour. i want so badly to believe it.
i keep an ounce of hope inside one dresser drawer in my chest. Every now and then, it grows, if watered, to a seedling, at best.
One time, it grew and stretched through the cracks into the next, but i just can’t make it blossom, cause i just can’t make myself forget… and now there’s nearly nothing left…”—"Kaleidoscope" - Levi the Poet (via thiswarinside-isallmyown)
“I drink to soothe the pain. Everyone wonders how I can handle my alcohol so well. I don’t drink for fun. I drink to forget. I drink way too much so I can sleep decently. I don’t drink for the pure fun of being drunk. I drink so for one night I don’t know who I am and I don’t know what’s going on in my life. I don’t drink for fun. I drink to forget who I am.”—(via never-let-itgoo)
“You’re drunk, and I’m drunk, and I’m just exactly drunk enough to tell you anything you want to know. That’s the kind of girl I am. If I like a person, I’ll tell them anything they want to know. Just ask me. Go ahead, ask me.”—Dashiell Hammett, Red Harvest (via wordsnquotes)
YOU KNOW YOURE IN TOO DEEP WHEN YOU PICTURE YOURSELF SNUGGLING IN BED NEXT TO THEM OR WHEN YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING FUN AND WISH THEY WERE THERE TO SHARE THAT MOMENT WITH YOU OR THE WORST IS WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING AND THINK OH THEY WOULD LIKE THAT